goodbye 2011, hello 2012! :)

It’s hard to believe that 2011 is nearly ending. I never thought that this year would end so fast. It was like it just started, and now, in few minutes, we will welcome 2012 and leave 2011 in the past. 

2011 was not really as amazing as the previous year because I lost some things that really mattered to me, and I regret some of those things that I lost. But it was definitely one of the most unforgettable years of my entire life,  for here, I went through a lot of adjustments; Hence, I will call this year as Year of Adjustments. 

This year became really special because of the wonderful people I met in my journey; Special people who have been with me through rough times and happy moments, which I will never trade for anything. Some of them encouraged me, inspired me, loved me, stretched me, hurt me and left me, but most of them made me become a better person and helped me appreciate how beautiful my life is. I really want them to know how grateful I am for having them in my life. That is why I made this blog post, to thank the people who made my 2011 worth remembering! I love you all!

1. My Mom – For being (ever) so patient and forgiving. For your unconditional love and care. I love you so much Ma, you know that! mwah!

2. Nicole, my only Sister – For being the Ate whenever my childish side wins over my maturity. iloveyou!

3. sweet cousins Shai and Shale – my playmates. :)

4. Ma’am G – for being our role model. :) I appreciated everything you have done to us; I’ll forever be grateful. And yes, I want to be like you!! I love you, and I will never forget you.

5. BSE 4-1 and 4-2 -- for being with me through thick and thin. for all the laughters and the hardships we have shared. for support and the cheer whenever we play and for all your kind words. college life is so much fun because of you guys! hope we all become successful in our future endeavor and see you all on our reunion! :)

6. Ma'am Nane, Ma'am Manet, Sir Albert, Ma'am Galcon, and Ma'am Galapon-- for being so supportive and nice to me and my fellow student teachers. we all love you!

7. My Co-teachers (Sir NAt'z, Ma'am Medina, Ma'am V, Ma'am Garlego, at madami pa. hehe!)– for being such wonderful co-workers. Heavy loads were lighter because of you guys and lunch time won’t be so special without you.

8. Ma'am Shie – For your weird food matches. Hehe! Recess would definitely be incomplete without you!  For the kwentuhan and tawanan. :) most especially, for being a good friend. mwah!

9. My first ever students – for making me realize that being a teacher is not just about teaching, that it’s also about learning from the students, and for showing me that being a teacher is something that one should really be proud of; and most especially, for making me appreciate and love my profession more.

• Kia and Donard --for being my first students who turned out to be my friends. For being so nice and caring. I really enjoy hanging out with you! I'm wishing both of you to be happy and successful in life. :) foodtrip?! :) lovelots! ^^,

• Kolokoys (Denxo, Kim, Geru, Juriel, Aren, Dalemark, Ian, Mico, Dandoy, Donard and Joseph) – for the laughters and all your kalokohan! For trusting me and for being trust worthy as well. Don’t change  your good attitude, I like you the way you are. And most especially, study hard, you know how life can be so cruel. 

• Aking mga Inakay --my first ever official sons and daughters. :) You will all forever be dear to my heart and my care for you will never end.

•  Budoy, Jeno, Johnpaul and Chrislan – for making teaching less serious. :)

•  Rhem – for the FB comments, chat messages, and tweets! I like you cos you’re not only studious and hardworking but also funny and cute! lovelots! ^^,

10. Lyn, Yvest, Joan, Khey, Joshua, Elha, and Babe – For accepting the me and for being such precious friends. For the good times and the bad times. For staying the same despite the distance and time. :) For the foodtrips and "tambay". For the favors and for always being available whenever I need you. hehe! For the love and care. For our never ending friendship. loveyouall! :)

11. PUPVT (Pirates, TeamBoss, Dreamteam) --For the happy times. For the silly things we did every training. hehe! For the care and encouraging words. For the hugs and sweet gestures. For being with me when I needed you most. mahal ko kayo, kasi Pirata ako! :)

12.  Ma’am Ong – For being so understanding and nice to us. For your love and concern to PUPSRC-VT. For your sweet voice. :) For your broad shoulders which served as my pillow when I can no longer hold my tears. I love you Ma’am, you’re the best!

    13. Dreamteam (Jonathan, Kuya Mhon, Kimie, JM, Prince, Henyang, Mhyds, Warjie, and Junatan) –For still being there for me like nothing happened. For loving me and understanding my shortcomings. For the jokes and funny moments! For embracing me whenever I cry. For your unconditional love and support (though you never admitted, I know you love me. hehe!). Hope we can spend more time together coz imissyou all.. I love you forever guys! :*

14. Warjie – For being so honest and understanding. For accepting my childish side and for laughing at my silly reactions. For being a true friend and for still accepting me despite of what I have done to you. I'll never do that again. promise! :) I always pray for your happiness Warjie, and I know you'll take care of Nissa. best wishes to the both of you! ayiiih.. hehe! Bati na tayo ah.. Friends forever! :)

15.  Jep – For being that 'someone' whom I can talk during the time that I was really down. For your inspiring text messages and advices. For the secrets we shared. Most of all, for making me laugh when I felt like dying; and I want you to know that though your jokes are korni, still, (I admit.) sometimes I find them funny. kaibigan nga kita! haha!

16. paSweet and paLandi of 3p's– For understanding everything I’m going through and for always being there to support and hug me. For being paSweet and paLandi of 3p's. :) For the foodtrips and "asaran"! For the laughters we shared and for being such wonderful friends! :) Most especially, for your never ending love! hey! by the way, I'm paHarot and I love you both! :)

17.  Nek, Cha, and Tin – For the Friday adventures and the night outs! :) For the laughtrips and silly things! For the hugs and the beers! :) Cheers for the friendship! c'mon let's get drunk! hahaha! i love you girls! :)

18. Babe – For always being there to hug me when I feel like whining. For always listening. For not judging me. For the kisses and unconditional love. You’re the best bestfriend in the universe!  I love you forever and always!

19.  Jhaican – for adding another color in my rainbow. I love you my inaanak!

20. Bry – For being my friend (that I never realized before). For being with me during the toughest moment of my life. For listening and being at my side when I can no longer hold myself and I broke down. For your advices and sincere ‘lait’ to my ex unit. For your kind words that I never thought would come from you. For being my greatest inspiration (alam yan ng friends ko at alam mo yan!) Before, I thought I already stopped loving you, but then I realized, I never did and I never will. :)

21. Ex Unit – For being such a special person and for being the main reason why my 2011 will never be forgotten. For being the man behind the happiest and the loneliest moment in my life (so far). For the jokes and the crazy things we did. For making me so stupid to love you so much and to believe in your promises. For leaving me and making me realize that I should love myself more than any other person in this world. For teaching me how to treasure my friends and for making me realize that they are the real ones who will never leave me no matter what. For being so unreasonable and cruel. For hurting me and leaving a deep scar in my heart. I still love you but I promised myself that I won’t let you know that and that I will never ever let myself to be hurt again by you. I’m lost, but I know I will found myself again. Someday I’ll be over you and I will find someone who deserves me and who will love me faithfully and unconditionally. Right now, I’m wishing you all the best in life Bitch and the happiness you don’t deserve in your damn life!

2011 thank you and goodbye!

2012 wazzup?! :)

Letter #3

To you myExUnit,

I laughed a lot because of you.  I cried a lot because of you. I believed in love because of you. And now, I'm heartbroken because of you. Yes, my life is a book and you were a chapter of it. But soon, I'll forget you and when that time comes, you will no longer be a part of my life until I reached my happy ending.

loveNikkaaay

Letter #2

To you Nikka,

You're right! It’s really hard when you have to forget everything about a person except for the fact they don’t love you anymore. And yes, that's what you should learn to accept.

loveNikkaaay

an answer from a friend. :)

To you Marian,

I've read your blog entitled Vampire Diaries and I tried to answer it, but the characters were not enough for me to express my opinion so I made this blog post to help you with your problem. I hope it does. :)

From the title of the series, I can say that definitely they based the story from the book itself. But, as we all know, TV series run for a period of time, hence they need to add twists that did not really occur in the book and also to make the series more exciting and mysterious and attract more viewers.

To determine if they adapted the story from the book, I advise you to look at the details of the series (those info that flash in the screen before or after each episode). You can also watch the series from the start so that you’ll understand its flow. You can do both of my advices but if I were in your shoes I would prefer to follow only the first one (that’s if you ONLY want to know if the series was based on the book) because you already read the book and knew its details, and I think watching the whole series would only lead you to questions and make you more confused with the story.

Reading novels and watching films are not just wonderful hobbies but also great habits. I hope you continue to love your hobbies more. :)

loveNikkaaay

Christmas night with lovely people. :)

It's always nice to see wonderful people again after some time and I'm glad because I got to meet them this Christmas. I really had a great night with my dear friends Neknek, Tin, and Ma'am Manet! Thank you Sir Albert and Ma'am Nane for having us in your wonderful home and for making our tummies really happy! hehe! i love you all guys! :)

Sir Albert pretending it's a stolen pic. hehe!

nice smile from Ma'am Manet and Tin

the delicious foods and sweet beverages that made our tummies super happy! :)

Neknek enjoying our favorite refrigerated cake made by Ma'am Nane. :)

me and my dear friend Neknek in a pa-cute smile! :)

another pa-cute smile! hehe!

again, Merry Christmas and may God bless us all. :)

promise.

Since this is what you wanted
Then I'll just walk away
You'll have your time to think of all the things and what you need
While I'm gone and away
Is this really what you wanted
Then I will let you go
I'll be keeping all my fears
Though I'm drowning in my tears
With a thought
Of a life without you

But if someday you'll need a friend

I promise I won't let you down

I'll be there for you

Right there beside you

I promise

Is this really what you needed?
Then I will say goodbye
All the memories that we've shared
Will be running in my head
I'll be thinking about you
Just thinking about you

Coz if one day things don't feel so right
I am someone you can call
If you feel you've no one to turn to I'm here

Coz if this is what you needed

I won't let you see me cry

And all my sleepless nights

I'll be waiting for your call

I'll be dreaming about you

Just dreaming about you

Letter #1

To you Nikka,

I know you're hurt; that you can't take the pain anymore, and you're trying your best not to cry every time you remember him, but I want you to know that it may be hard (for a while), but eventually your heart will heal and you're going to find the good in goodbye. When that time comes, you'll just look back to everything you've went through and just laugh at yourself. It may sound funny today, but you'll someday realize what I'm trying to tell you. Just listen to me, move on and be happy.


loveNikkaaay

My Christmas Wish List :)

I love presents and surprises and knowing that Christmas is really fast approaching, it really gives me an indescribable excitement. I can't wait for that moment which I will tear all the wrappers apart so I can see the things inside those wonderful presents. That excitement is exactly the reason why I made this list of my Christmas wishes. Some of them are things that are quite expensive, but most of them are basically items that I want to receive from special people in my life and also things that I don't want to spend my money on. hehe! :)

1. Chocolates -- a lot of sweet chocolates! :) I have such a sweet tooth and I wan to tolerate myself! hehe! 

2. fashionable bags --i love bags! may it be a shoulder bag, body bag, clutch bag, pouch bag, and even backpack. :)

3. since I already decided that I will be more 'girly' next year, I think I need to improve my wardrobe; thus, will be needing a lot of shorts and dresses. :)

4. must have new shoes! i sooo love shoes and I'll definitely need them to match with my new dresses. And I mean, sandals and high heels!

5. iPod -- I am a girl whom you will often see with earphones on. Music is really a part of my system. so, I really hope for someone with a big heart to give me a music player as a Christmas gift. :)

6. Doodle Notebook -- a must! for.. wala lang! I think it's kinda cute to have one of those cute doodle notebooks I often see in stores. hehe! uhm. for my blogs and stuffs!

7. perfume and lotion (of my favorite brand) -- for beauty and hygiene! 

8. Since I lost the one that I have (my favorite one) and I want to improve my time management, I thought that it will be nice if might as well have a new watch. :)

9.  wonderful novels of my favorite author Nicholas Sparks. :)
I want to keep on believing that True Love really exists!

10. PINK closet! :) I need to organize my things and clean up my room. 

11.  PINK laptop accessories. :)
I was thinking of having my laptop personalized, but I think it's not practical because aside from it's too expensive, my laptop is PINK! so I just thought of  having pink accessories. :)

12. cute teddy bears coz I'm madly in love with them. :) 

13. iPad (either 1 or 2) -- I felt sad when I heard the news about the release of iPad2. reason? I don't have iPad1 yet, but then, iPad2 was already in the scene. So, I decided to put it on my list. Besides, I'm tired of hearing about it's features and advantages.

14. a new silver necklace -- I decided not to wear my old necklace anymore, so I'll be really glad if a good friend will give me a new one. :) 

So, that's my list! :) Give me one of them, and I'll definitely give you a tight hug! hehe! 


But Christmas is not really about the gifts we receive from our Ninong and Ninang, it's about how we spend time with our loved ones, sharing what we have, and to give love as the most wonderful gift we can ever give to everyone else around us.


May we all have a merry and meaningful Christmas! :)

Things I want to do today but I just can't..

• I want to eat Double Dutch ice cream but I'm not allowed to cause I have runny nose.
• I want to go out and have a walk with a friend but it's raining.
• I want to play Tetris but the internet connection is too slow.
• I want to watch a cartoon movie but my Mom is busy watching a lifestyle show.

        and worst is..

• I want to go to the mall and buy new stuffs but my friends are busy.

rain, rain, go away!

I never liked rainy days

and they give sadness to my face

They remind me of the things that have changed

And tells me that they can no longer be rearranged

Rain always makes me feel weak and alone

For I remember special people who were gone for so long

It brings sadness to my heart and pity to my soul

And often find myself silent as my tears began to fall..

A Cheerful Saturday!

My friends and I didn't have any plans on spending our Saturday together so I thought that my Saturday wouldn't be so great. But then, I was wrong.

what an outfit! :))

It started from a chat with Rhem, We were planning to meet because I badly needing the copy of their song for their presentation on the upcoming Popularity. So, I decided to meet him at the Walter Mart since he said that he will be hanging out there together with Marian, Tina, Chayla, and Chesca. As what we have agreed, we will meet each other 11am at the Jollibee. I surf the net for some time then freshen up. I had a hard time picking which clothes should I wear because of... reasons. (hehe!) Since its kinda hot, I ended up wearing my white shorts with my varsity shirt and my green and blue slippers on (of course, knowing me, I won't go out without my sunglasses). I met them at the Jollibee and took the song.I don't wanna go home yet so I decided to stay and hang out with them for a while. I was glad I did that for we had so much fun! Though the place is quite small and crowded still we managed to enjoy it. We sang songs (actually, THEY sang songs for what I did was merely humming it. haha!) I bought my favorite Cinnamon Cluster at the Fortune Bakeshop and shared it with them. I was really happy because they liked it! We talked and laughed almost the whole day. Then when we were about to go home, Rhem told us that we deserve to have a remembrance, a photo! So we went to the Picture City and poured out our smiles on the camera with our crazy poses. Then parting ( the saddest part of every meeting) went next.

While on my way home, I scanned our photos and caught myself smiling. My Saturday turned out to be another happy day because I was with not just my students, but with cheerful people who face the world with smile on their faces. It was indeed filled with happy experiences that I will treasure forever. J

Here are some of the photos taken earlier. Most of them are my favorite. J

nice group shot. :)

striking a nice girl pose. :) 

cute!

Rhem with a shy smile

^.^

we're crazy!

taking pictures while waiting for our photos be developed.

silly pose! hehe!

I really had a great time with you guys! Hope to have more. :) God bless us all. :)