Today, I lost the second most precious thing you gave me, my ring. It was just because of a stupid mistake. I took it off and placed on the lavatory, and forgot to put it on again. carelessness. I suddenly remember how you would get terribly mad whenever I become careless. But, that was before, when we were still together and believing that we would last. Now, that just belongs to the past. I'm slowly losing you Bless.. First is your heart, now, my ring. Do you think it has a deeper meaning? Do you think it means that I totally forget every special thing about you? I think, yes. I remember how I almost didn't notice that I already lost my ring. I also remember how I just dismissed the thought of it. I'm not sure if I am really over you, but I know, fate is helping me. Fate made me lose my ring, and I think it's her way of telling me that I'm okay now; I'm okay without you. I'm starting to be myself again, and I'm happy. I'm giving myself a chance to love again, and I'm finally erasing your damn face in my memory! :)
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